Romans 7:23-24 KJV…….”But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members. O wretched man that I am! Who shall deliver me from the body of this death?”
Though an angel guide my pen to write a thousand blogs and my heart pounds out every letter with Love,,,,, yet the majority of readers will mostly only visit without comment proof of their presence. These words which are the leaking essence of my very life,,,,,are only commented on in a once in a while, and by but a few of the readers.
And if I should prophesy the guts of all that I know and see, how long before the hangman’s rope would be fitted around my neck (compare Matthew 5:10-12 KJV and Revelation 10:11 KJV)? The worlds of my mind are so full of the knowledge of the Lord, it is like oceans compressed into a coffee cup (compare St. John 21:25 KJV). If I could freely share and speak all that I know and see….. the very ground beneath my feet would quake with the risings of those who will be born in one day (compare Psalms 78:6 and Isaiah 66:8 KJV).
O Lord my God, You have been with my spirit for ages upon ages from generation to generation (compare Psalms 90:1 KJV). Your Holy Spark was lit in my frame, and I did nothing to earn or cause it. Why me, O Lord? I am a person of my own decisions who will kiss the feet of no man for any price. I have tossed away valuables as junk that caused others to tremble because they thought I was a fool. And in many ways, I am a fool who likes the way I have chosen to wear my life for God (1 Corinthians 4:10 KJV).
Even if a great angel should give me instruction, I cannot swear to you I would follow it,,,,, if it didn’t ring in the digest of my figuring (compare Romans 8:38-39 KJV). “Who are we mortals, Lord, that You are so mindful of us?” (compare Job 7:17, Psalms 8:4 KJV and Psalms 8:4 MIV).
This night as I sit on the edge of thoughts between this world and the worlds to come (compare Psalms 102:18, Hebrews 1:2, and Hebrews 11:3 KJV),,,,, I am lit with a light that shines from the Light above. Yet I am not worthy, and natural reason does not fill my mind with the cargo of reasons why.
Am I drawn for the people’s sake to write more of what I see and know? In this moment of my mood, I am not! For I see in them a law of distraction working. I supposedly have many readers of these blogs I have made, but only very few will take the care to write even a simple comment.
Some people say to me….. that is the going style, most people just read and don’t comment. My answer is Jesus said: “Knock and the door will be opened; Ask and you will receive” (St. John 16:23 and Revelation 3:20 KJV). To me, people who really want to know will comment. The last thing I am interested in for a comment is praise. I am interested in the raw goods of interest for the real and genuine truth. Long comments or very short comments are OK with me.
Have I ever asked you to write me and send me a check? Absolutely not! And if you are afraid, you will be badgered over your e-mail for money from us….. forget it! It will not happen. So then, if I write so freely and unconditionally….. why should you not write at least a comment of encouragement to write more. Do not worry about your lack of fancy or even the lack of correctly used or spelled words. They will not affect or turn my Love from you.
And though I or my assistant may take a while getting back to your questions, we will eventually do so.
Do not allow the law of distraction rob your mind of the things that belong to your peace and knowledge (compare Psalms 24:1-3 KJV).
Think of the Starry Big Dipper….. that is how much Love I am ready to pour out to you in the Word of God.
God’s Love be with you always,